This is the toughest examinations I am going through my entire uni life. Well, they are not tough as in literally tough, just that I realised this time, I really PUT my WHOLE effort on it, but still feel that its not enough!! ( I could have started my revision much earlier though :P)
I admit, for the past few semesters, I have not been putting effort on my study, and I didnt care. I could afford to go out and had fun 2 days before final exams, having less than 2 days of speed study before the papers. Yes, as you expected, my results didnt turn out well. 5 semesters, more precisely, I have been carried away by those entertainments and temptations that deemed to be very interesting for me, not bothering the fact that I am screwing my own studies and future.
Until this semester, I have realised life is short. Life is too short for you to screw up anything that you are doing, and life is too short for you to repeat the things you could have done better but you didnt because of you werent strong and persistent enough to do them good at the first time.
2 more sems, oh, 1 more semester ( to be precise) left in Uni. Whenever I am thinking of the day I finally graduated, going into the world and to start off with another phase of life- WORKING, it really gets into my nerves. For me, a person that is still studying in university, I think its a pleasure, its a luxury, its a free-life that is not bonded to any entity. As much as I want to leave this Uni life, I felt heavy hearted. Yes, I am skeptical of the outside world, because I need to leave my comfort zone and have now to face the real world out there. It wont be the same anymore.
Hence,
I am studying now, fighting for my best, and yes, this is the toughest and the strongest fight I am giving, for myself, for my future.
Yesterday, a gf of mine told me : " oh wow, this time you really study, Ive never seen you study like this before. Previously, you were so ignorent, you didnt seem to care about your study!''
Haha. Now. I am trying my very best :) Its not easy, it will never be. But I knw, with these fights, I will be proud of myself, someday down the road :)
Tuesday, October 27, 2009
Saturday, September 5, 2009
Its all brand new :)
Its all brand new.
Its not easy,
I need some time,
To search for the best way and answer,
I am trying my very best,
So help me up if you can,
But not pushing me around and left me puzzled :)
Its not easy,
I need some time,
To search for the best way and answer,
I am trying my very best,
So help me up if you can,
But not pushing me around and left me puzzled :)
Monday, April 20, 2009
Pondering, and all going well for her.. I guess :)
Friendship..
The person ponders about it.
The person doubted about it.
It meant so much to the person, until the person gotten so upset over it.
It was the friendship that made the person went round and round.
It was the friendship that caused so much discussions and complains
************************************************************
I was at the corner, watching the whole thing.
Or perhaps I was in it, helping the person who was so lost.
************************************************************
Today, everthing is different.
Perhaps the person judged too early,
Perhaps the person was fragile,
Perhaps, as we always said, times speak.
************************************************************
The person is happier now,
The person no longer doubts,
The person is a better person now,
And i guess the person had learnt that, friendship doesnt blossom overnight.
************************************************************
Less complains from her,
Less doubts was told to me,
And now, all of the them told are happiness. :)
She is happy now,
She is getting what she wants,
I am happy for her, and as I can see,
the friendship is going well for her and her friend :)
***********************************************************
To this dear friend of mine,
Friendship stays, don't worry. :D
But as I asked you before, perhaps you fell in love with your friend but you are not aware of it ??
The person ponders about it.
The person doubted about it.
It meant so much to the person, until the person gotten so upset over it.
It was the friendship that made the person went round and round.
It was the friendship that caused so much discussions and complains
************************************************************
I was at the corner, watching the whole thing.
Or perhaps I was in it, helping the person who was so lost.
************************************************************
Today, everthing is different.
Perhaps the person judged too early,
Perhaps the person was fragile,
Perhaps, as we always said, times speak.
************************************************************
The person is happier now,
The person no longer doubts,
The person is a better person now,
And i guess the person had learnt that, friendship doesnt blossom overnight.
************************************************************
Less complains from her,
Less doubts was told to me,
And now, all of the them told are happiness. :)
She is happy now,
She is getting what she wants,
I am happy for her, and as I can see,
the friendship is going well for her and her friend :)
***********************************************************
To this dear friend of mine,
Friendship stays, don't worry. :D
But as I asked you before, perhaps you fell in love with your friend but you are not aware of it ??
Hahaha
Hugss :)
Sunday, April 12, 2009
Tuesday, February 10, 2009
Team Day
Wow wow, so fast, the 3 days 2 nights teamday has passsed.
700km drives, with 10 teammates, well it was a good one!
Yes, it's far, because we had it in Cameron Highlands! Stayed in a traveller budget hotel, 11 of us experienced cool nice weather throughout the 3 days.
We shopped ( strawberries, vege and food), we took pictures ( cam-whoring), we visited alot of places, yes-BOH tea plantation too! :D pheww, I will never forget the road to the BOH site visit, so small, hilly and winding.. Thinking back, not bad ler me, I made it through with my manual car. hahah ;)
Had a lot of fun, understood each other more, trained my patience, brushed up my photo taking skills, (LOL) oh and figured out that my car radio can receive frequency from Mien's car! So cool!!
Well, eveything ended well, should have a longer one.. :)
Really looking forward for the next happening, the HK random trip, hang outs, and of course Team trip before we go on our own ways.. :) !!
:D
700km drives, with 10 teammates, well it was a good one!
Yes, it's far, because we had it in Cameron Highlands! Stayed in a traveller budget hotel, 11 of us experienced cool nice weather throughout the 3 days.
We shopped ( strawberries, vege and food), we took pictures ( cam-whoring), we visited alot of places, yes-BOH tea plantation too! :D pheww, I will never forget the road to the BOH site visit, so small, hilly and winding.. Thinking back, not bad ler me, I made it through with my manual car. hahah ;)
Had a lot of fun, understood each other more, trained my patience, brushed up my photo taking skills, (LOL) oh and figured out that my car radio can receive frequency from Mien's car! So cool!!
Well, eveything ended well, should have a longer one.. :)
Really looking forward for the next happening, the HK random trip, hang outs, and of course Team trip before we go on our own ways.. :) !!
:D
Monday, January 5, 2009
Yupe Updates!! :D Year 2008 2009
Little that I realised, the last post I had was 3 months back! Hmm.. not good not good because i was and been telling myself to update this blog at least once a month, or at the event of anything interesting thing that happened. Hehehe i still owe myself a blog of Brazil experience but hahah it wont be today. ;)
2008 had passed. 2008. a year that filled with emotions and A LOT of happening. Its the MOST colourful year that I've had so far. Haha, its the most Drama one as well, sometimes also it makes me wonder whether am I in the movies or not.. When I looked back, hoo.. Let me think, tears, happy, crazy, sampat, lost, confidence, proud, sad, breakdown, brokeup, flings.... heheh everything that you can think of. I wont say good things happened all the way in year 2008, of course there were some events made me felt depressed and dumb :P
Thinking back of 2008, there were alot of interesting things happened to me that left me great memories. Hehe, if I were to list of them, I would rather to write a book. Haha
Lets see, the major things:
1st January 2008
- I spent the new year with Huiying and Chienwei. Keke, it was my first contact with Sake. Got rashes all over my body. Itchy!!
February 2008
- I got my car finally!! forgot when is the date. Yay, its Black Proton Saga, the Merdeka Edition! WQW 4604, so happy to have it. Went shopping to dress it up. Parfume and everything. The car smelt nice and new. Hehehe
March 2008
- Cannot think of any yet.. Hmmm..
April 2008
- Broke up with my ex bf! Not a very good closure but I am glad that I was strong to overcome it. No point mourning over something is not worth your time at all :) Also figured out what I really want for myself and life. A turning point of me during that year :D Thanks to all my friends who was there to give me strength, I cherrish it.
- Fuh, also a month which I put my thought hard whether do I really want to quit AIESEC?
Seen opportunities: to be in MC 0809 team or the IC 09 CC team? Spoke to lots of people, parents, getting point of views from different people
May 2008
- Wow, I was selected to be the MC Alumni Manager 0809, AIESEC in Malaysia. (Felt weird though in the beginning, but i'm loving wht i am doing nw, no doubt its challenging being in that position ;) )
A team of 10 People. James, Jasmine, Emily, Cafrey, Daryl, Jai, Elaine, Enki, Siew Wei, Siong! North South East West, a very diverse team :D Exciting journey was ahead of me!!
June 2008
- Got to know more about my team, begin to love them more and more :) Attended the most conferences in the month. Experiencing the MC exp, its not easy, very busy, but its fun! Keke
First time drove long distance trip back to Penang! and had my car tinted!
July 2008
- Woohoo!! New Sem started!! ( Didnt even know whether the whole can consider a real semester for me as its so short.)
- Sooooo Happy! My university had provided me full sponsorship to attend International Congress in Brazil! Yay!!
- And of course, got my passport finally!! Kekeek
Lesson Learnt: Nothing is impossible. Dreams are possible. Opportunities are everywhere. Its YOU the one to make your dreams come true. Efforts, Faith, Patience, Positive Thinking. Creative.
August 2008
- 16th August 2008-6 September 2008
First time travel out of country. To Brazil!! with Daryl, Alif, James, and Geralynn. 23 days: Visited Sao Paulo, Rio de Janeiro and Amsterdam, The Netherlands!! Had great time in Rio! Had the chance to go to Copacabana beach, Ipanama beach , De Lapa, Christos Revender ( Jesus Status), Sugar Loaf Mountain etc etc.. Bought around 7 pairs of havainas, lol, yes, its cheap kekeke. Caipirainha is superb, love it! Its truly a golden exp for me.
Wonder how did I manage to go these places in the middle of my semester? Yupe, got approval from my Universities to take 25 days off :D So free so nice.
- My 22nd birthday was celebrated in Brazil, half the globe away where I was borned!! I actually have extra 11 hours to celebrate it as Brazil is 11 hours behind Malaysia. Woohoo!!
25 August 2008, An extraordinary birthday!
September 2008
- Yes, August was so free and so nice.. September? heheh, nice one. 7 exams waiting for me. Lol. Jet lagged was recovered only more than a week. People sleep, I was awake to study; people enjoying the day, I was sleeping. But it was good for me, can study better!
- 15 September 2008
Had accident, I knocked a Proton Waja. Spent around RM1k to sent both cars to workshop.Luckily the driver didnt shout at me. Lesson learn: Dont drive when you are sleepy or tired.
31 October 2008
- Only 8 months, I lost my car!!!! Parked it outside AIESEC Malaysia office and went Sing K. When I returned, my car was gone. According my friend, it happened within 2 hours after I left. What worried me then was my Taxation book instead of the car, because i would be having my final exams 2 days after on Taxation! Logged police report. But I thank God that, I am safe :)
( till now there still no news about my car, but I dont think it will be found)
Lesson learnt: Love your car, treasure your belonging, always keep your car double locked or in your house, NEVER leave your important things in the car! Dont get too excited over your new car. Its ok to lost your car, but not your life.
November 2008
- Went all the way to Batu Pahat to get my hair cut! Hahaha, and finally stepped in Singapore after 15 years.
- Sillyly 'gave' away more than RM 2500 to a scam company. Got back part of it.
Lesson learnt: The world is not as kind as you think, got hold of yourself, be wise and smart, think 10 times before you say yes to strangers.
December 2008
- RACE 2008! AIESEC in Malaysia 40th Anniversary Celebration and Awards Dinner. It was held in Putrajaya International Convention Centre, with crowd of over 560 People! It was a great night! :D
Well above were things that really made my 2008 worth living. 2 chapters with many interesting happening, don't you think? Alot of challenges and stresses but these spiced up my year. 2008 enabled me to learnt alot, showed me the value of friendship, the happiness to have a family, the real definition of 'appreciate' & 'treasure', the real meaning friendship, and I wont make this throught all these if God is not guiding me. My strength alone is not complete without Him :). Thank you Jesus. Certainly, I know I've changed, to a better person. Yes, no doubt, I'm still learning and changing to be MORE better.
:D
Its 2009 now, a whole new chapter for me to colour and put stories in. Looking forward what this year have to offer me!! It started great and I know there are more things waiting for me to experienced!
Very excited yet nervous?? Life, its truly an exciting journey!! What kind of chapter will be next? :D
2008 had passed. 2008. a year that filled with emotions and A LOT of happening. Its the MOST colourful year that I've had so far. Haha, its the most Drama one as well, sometimes also it makes me wonder whether am I in the movies or not.. When I looked back, hoo.. Let me think, tears, happy, crazy, sampat, lost, confidence, proud, sad, breakdown, brokeup, flings.... heheh everything that you can think of. I wont say good things happened all the way in year 2008, of course there were some events made me felt depressed and dumb :P
Thinking back of 2008, there were alot of interesting things happened to me that left me great memories. Hehe, if I were to list of them, I would rather to write a book. Haha
Lets see, the major things:
1st January 2008
- I spent the new year with Huiying and Chienwei. Keke, it was my first contact with Sake. Got rashes all over my body. Itchy!!
February 2008
- I got my car finally!! forgot when is the date. Yay, its Black Proton Saga, the Merdeka Edition! WQW 4604, so happy to have it. Went shopping to dress it up. Parfume and everything. The car smelt nice and new. Hehehe
March 2008
- Cannot think of any yet.. Hmmm..
April 2008
- Broke up with my ex bf! Not a very good closure but I am glad that I was strong to overcome it. No point mourning over something is not worth your time at all :) Also figured out what I really want for myself and life. A turning point of me during that year :D Thanks to all my friends who was there to give me strength, I cherrish it.
- Fuh, also a month which I put my thought hard whether do I really want to quit AIESEC?
Seen opportunities: to be in MC 0809 team or the IC 09 CC team? Spoke to lots of people, parents, getting point of views from different people
May 2008
- Wow, I was selected to be the MC Alumni Manager 0809, AIESEC in Malaysia. (Felt weird though in the beginning, but i'm loving wht i am doing nw, no doubt its challenging being in that position ;) )
A team of 10 People. James, Jasmine, Emily, Cafrey, Daryl, Jai, Elaine, Enki, Siew Wei, Siong! North South East West, a very diverse team :D Exciting journey was ahead of me!!
June 2008
- Got to know more about my team, begin to love them more and more :) Attended the most conferences in the month. Experiencing the MC exp, its not easy, very busy, but its fun! Keke
First time drove long distance trip back to Penang! and had my car tinted!
July 2008
- Woohoo!! New Sem started!! ( Didnt even know whether the whole can consider a real semester for me as its so short.)
- Sooooo Happy! My university had provided me full sponsorship to attend International Congress in Brazil! Yay!!
- And of course, got my passport finally!! Kekeek
Lesson Learnt: Nothing is impossible. Dreams are possible. Opportunities are everywhere. Its YOU the one to make your dreams come true. Efforts, Faith, Patience, Positive Thinking. Creative.
August 2008
- 16th August 2008-6 September 2008
First time travel out of country. To Brazil!! with Daryl, Alif, James, and Geralynn. 23 days: Visited Sao Paulo, Rio de Janeiro and Amsterdam, The Netherlands!! Had great time in Rio! Had the chance to go to Copacabana beach, Ipanama beach , De Lapa, Christos Revender ( Jesus Status), Sugar Loaf Mountain etc etc.. Bought around 7 pairs of havainas, lol, yes, its cheap kekeke. Caipirainha is superb, love it! Its truly a golden exp for me.
Wonder how did I manage to go these places in the middle of my semester? Yupe, got approval from my Universities to take 25 days off :D So free so nice.
- My 22nd birthday was celebrated in Brazil, half the globe away where I was borned!! I actually have extra 11 hours to celebrate it as Brazil is 11 hours behind Malaysia. Woohoo!!
25 August 2008, An extraordinary birthday!
September 2008
- Yes, August was so free and so nice.. September? heheh, nice one. 7 exams waiting for me. Lol. Jet lagged was recovered only more than a week. People sleep, I was awake to study; people enjoying the day, I was sleeping. But it was good for me, can study better!
- 15 September 2008
Had accident, I knocked a Proton Waja. Spent around RM1k to sent both cars to workshop.Luckily the driver didnt shout at me. Lesson learn: Dont drive when you are sleepy or tired.
31 October 2008
- Only 8 months, I lost my car!!!! Parked it outside AIESEC Malaysia office and went Sing K. When I returned, my car was gone. According my friend, it happened within 2 hours after I left. What worried me then was my Taxation book instead of the car, because i would be having my final exams 2 days after on Taxation! Logged police report. But I thank God that, I am safe :)
( till now there still no news about my car, but I dont think it will be found)
Lesson learnt: Love your car, treasure your belonging, always keep your car double locked or in your house, NEVER leave your important things in the car! Dont get too excited over your new car. Its ok to lost your car, but not your life.
November 2008
- Went all the way to Batu Pahat to get my hair cut! Hahaha, and finally stepped in Singapore after 15 years.
- Sillyly 'gave' away more than RM 2500 to a scam company. Got back part of it.
Lesson learnt: The world is not as kind as you think, got hold of yourself, be wise and smart, think 10 times before you say yes to strangers.
December 2008
- RACE 2008! AIESEC in Malaysia 40th Anniversary Celebration and Awards Dinner. It was held in Putrajaya International Convention Centre, with crowd of over 560 People! It was a great night! :D
Well above were things that really made my 2008 worth living. 2 chapters with many interesting happening, don't you think? Alot of challenges and stresses but these spiced up my year. 2008 enabled me to learnt alot, showed me the value of friendship, the happiness to have a family, the real definition of 'appreciate' & 'treasure', the real meaning friendship, and I wont make this throught all these if God is not guiding me. My strength alone is not complete without Him :). Thank you Jesus. Certainly, I know I've changed, to a better person. Yes, no doubt, I'm still learning and changing to be MORE better.
:D
Its 2009 now, a whole new chapter for me to colour and put stories in. Looking forward what this year have to offer me!! It started great and I know there are more things waiting for me to experienced!
Very excited yet nervous?? Life, its truly an exciting journey!! What kind of chapter will be next? :D
Sunday, October 26, 2008
These 2 days hor..
These 2 days have been very busy and tiring day for me.
However , they were a very fulfilling ones.
Saturday I went for UKM SAC. Yes, although it was some complication in the very beginning, everything was messy ( nothing is perfect tho), but it ended well with 7 out of 9 candidates passed the SAC. Yeah, we have 7 new EPs!! Woohoo!! All of them performed very well and Im glad for them. I truly wish them all the best for their internship and and believe that they can be great ambasaddors for AIESEC and MALAYSIA!! :D
Today Sunday, I went to UKM came, with different mission. MC LC Visit! :D It was a very longggg and tiring day but everything was worth! Glad that I can catch up and understand more the VPs, personally. :D It was a great day, at least there are bonds created between us, me& Em, with them now :) So cool, the UKMers brought us to eat Kajang famous chicken rice! Haha, the view was superb! The shop located beside a river, and pasar pagi.. Feel likes I'm at rural area, and having a big garbish bin nearby... Hmm... A totally interesting experience. Haha. It was a challenging my 'rural' view moment. Keke. But streams of people pouring in all the time and dine there, amazing right? ;P hahahah
Then at night, we went eat Satay Kajang! Yay! Perhaps we were too hungry or we were too confident, we ordered 10 satays and 1 yeemee noodle. Extra 2 Ketupat.
Lol at the end, Emily and I couldnt finish our food :P ( Terrible hor?) But Nonono, we didnt waste it, the LCs member helped us to finish it ;P
After dinner, we went back to Xee Siang place and continue our meet with the LCP, Boey. Haha, it was a serious but fun session. Had a good time talking to him, understand the LC reality, and of course talked about random & stupid stuffs. Never know Boey is such a 'lame' person wei... LOL
Finally I am back. The day ended well. I guess I need to get a rest. Tomorrow is a new day. Tomorrow is a public holiday. But tomorrow there will be another meeting in the MC office. Haha, life of a MC, it is so interesting.
How do I have the time to start my revision? Haha. A question that no one can answer for me but me.
:)
However , they were a very fulfilling ones.
Saturday I went for UKM SAC. Yes, although it was some complication in the very beginning, everything was messy ( nothing is perfect tho), but it ended well with 7 out of 9 candidates passed the SAC. Yeah, we have 7 new EPs!! Woohoo!! All of them performed very well and Im glad for them. I truly wish them all the best for their internship and and believe that they can be great ambasaddors for AIESEC and MALAYSIA!! :D
Today Sunday, I went to UKM came, with different mission. MC LC Visit! :D It was a very longggg and tiring day but everything was worth! Glad that I can catch up and understand more the VPs, personally. :D It was a great day, at least there are bonds created between us, me& Em, with them now :) So cool, the UKMers brought us to eat Kajang famous chicken rice! Haha, the view was superb! The shop located beside a river, and pasar pagi.. Feel likes I'm at rural area, and having a big garbish bin nearby... Hmm... A totally interesting experience. Haha. It was a challenging my 'rural' view moment. Keke. But streams of people pouring in all the time and dine there, amazing right? ;P hahahah
Then at night, we went eat Satay Kajang! Yay! Perhaps we were too hungry or we were too confident, we ordered 10 satays and 1 yeemee noodle. Extra 2 Ketupat.
Lol at the end, Emily and I couldnt finish our food :P ( Terrible hor?) But Nonono, we didnt waste it, the LCs member helped us to finish it ;P
After dinner, we went back to Xee Siang place and continue our meet with the LCP, Boey. Haha, it was a serious but fun session. Had a good time talking to him, understand the LC reality, and of course talked about random & stupid stuffs. Never know Boey is such a 'lame' person wei... LOL
Finally I am back. The day ended well. I guess I need to get a rest. Tomorrow is a new day. Tomorrow is a public holiday. But tomorrow there will be another meeting in the MC office. Haha, life of a MC, it is so interesting.
How do I have the time to start my revision? Haha. A question that no one can answer for me but me.
:)
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